Aedammair-Feline

Depression is a slow death. Death, stepping with calm and certainty, closer and closer to you. You are at the end of the hall, and all of the people you know are on the outside staring in through the dirty windows. They don't see you. How could they, to just let this happen? And yet Death's embracing you, and infecting your soul with loneliness, helplessness, worthlessness. You're almost empty. There's almost nothing left. Except the touch of Death.

1. I must be a moth Too easily forgotten Too bland Wallpaper 2. Fragility I must feel so cold and lifeless To those intrigued enough to try me Taste me So colourless compared to the other bright butterflies 3. I must be a moth Tangled hair and fluttering eyes Grey Grey Grey A soldier in battle attire 4. I was once a butterfly I wish to have those wings again But I can't rewind the clock 5. Put on the mask of the butterfly Put on the mask Put on Put Repeat until the end Repeat

Too many words On the tip of my tongue A LOVE so passionate A bold HEART won FOREVER we will last Our hearts sing TRUE ANGEL you are mine And I BELIEVE in you Too many words That hold so much STRENGTH Too many terms MEANINGFUL in lengths FREEDOM, EXPRESSION and the spark of HOPE BEAUTY, LOYALTY and COURAGE ETERNITY, PROMISE, KARMA and LIFE LANGUAGE

You are the focus of my heart; the pleasure and pain in which it has fixed its course. You are the balance of my own fiery nature, the calm to the storm. Without you I am not enough. Not sound enough to soldier on, but reckless enough to revel in self-destruction. Without you I am not whole. Alone I paint a mask of heartless independence, and care not for the likes of mending my core. Without you I'm torn. I know there may come times again where petty words and pride may falter our vision and love for each other. But I have never doubted our infinite connection, although it has near ripped me asunder in torment. Despite my denials and imperf

Inject you into the flood of my veins Take a little more You filthy whore Play my eyes like a darkened princess Fallen from the pedestal By choice and by fate And I hate Run and dance beneath the pretence of sanity Hold out pricked arms to anyone who cares Anyone who has the care to share Anything at all With me Inject a smile into the red of my lips Take so much more You wasted whore And these sheets feel like sand upon my skin Letting the dirt just sink right in Letting the hurt just sink right in Within

I'll salute Any place with absolute freedom Any place with absolute love A place where religion doesn't rule one's mind And racism has never dwelt I'll salute a place without crime Salute a place without lies I'll salute any place in the world where The government has nothing to hide Nobody would live in poverty Nobody would have the means to be Love won't have gender preference And discrimination won't be a word I'll salute the place of my dreams Because it is only in them, that it can exist it seems

When I'm close to death You touch my heart Sending electric shocks to jolt The life back into me

I can hear your song Across all measures Throughout each torment And thread of longing I can taste your kiss With an intake of breath Each wisp of fervour And hint of sweat I can reach your soul In every heartbeat From all embraces And expressions of love

I fear That this will go on in a circle Like it always has I fear with all of my heart And enough for my throat to tighten You will go on your way And come back another day I will fall for you time again Until the end I fear